My Secret Garden ......

SurprisE Gift frm qp ~!

2005-02-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

had dinner last nite with dad after work at Express Thai, IOI mall !!! whoa !!!! havent' been to IOI mall for AGES !!!!!! well.... dinner wuz OK only ! but the service there's wonderful ! hmmm .... it cost RM 61.50 for TWO of us ONLY !!!!!! SO EXPENSIVE !!! does not worth it at all !

hmm .... oh dear !!! the cpu at home wuz sent to the "hospital" by mom today !!! hmm ... the whole computer wuz not working AGAIN since dis morning ! well .... i dunno wht wuz wrong...

had piano lesson with Ms Ching today ! had SOoo Much fun!!! hahahaah .... SHe's a REAL FUNNY teacher !!!!!! the way she correct my fingering and timing on the pieces ! my gawd !!! she dunno how to speak hokkien ! but she scolded me in hokkien ! immagine the way she scold at me ! hahahaha .... i wuz there laughing and laughing !!! not even listening to wht she wuz trying to correct or tell me !!!!!!

mom went out to pick hui up frm gym class ! so, we - my 2 sisters, my cousin bro who jz came bck frm sch and me were having HAPPY HOUR !!! hahaahah WEEeeeee !!! after they've finish their homework, we watch 2 movies all evening - Mulan 2 & The Princess Diaries 2 ! Havin' great great time !!!

hmm ... night, went for ballet class like usual ... qiu ping gave me something wraped in a orange plastic-beg which is printed "doctorjob" before our class starts .... she wuz like " itz some education thingy useful for u !" so, i wuz like" thanks a bunch for helping me to get these ! " hmm .... i thought tht itz REALLY some education informations cz i recognized the plastic-beg's frm some education fair ! i got it last year too ! ..... well.... after ballet, mom straight away bring me to "Dharbar" for daddy's favourite " mee goreng " cz dad havent had his dinner by tht time! so, i only opened tht "education thingy" after i reached home!!!!!

i wuz STUNNED ! it wuznt some "education thingy" but a lovely cute photograph album !!!!!! and there's a note written by her in it ! WHoooh !!!! so, it wuz a SURPRISE PRESSIE !!!! hahahaha ..... naughty girl !!! u bluff me huh ?!?!? i wuz SO SURPRISED !!! well... she wrote tht dis is a early b'day pressie for me !!!! how sweet ! thx, qiu ping! hmm ... i wont be doing Grd 8 ballet exam dis coming may bcs of NS and i will stop ballet temporarily frm march until i come bck again! tht'll be 3rd of june ! so, she said dis might be the last pressie frm her for my b'day since she probably will not continue her ballet after she finished her grd 8 exam ! i'm so HAPPEEE with it !

well.... frankly, she's one of my great great fren !!! we have known each other since we were in grd 4 -- four years ago ! and we were partners during ballet class since grd 6 ! we share things together ! even ballet shoes, character shoes and text books !!!! hahahaha .... i alwayz pass my school's text books to her every year after i use it cz she's one year younger than me ! hmmm ..... we're practically like sisters !!! hahahha ..... she's a vry good girl , alwayz listens to her parents, a vry obedient girl !!! and a brilliant student ! she does vry vry well in piano and ballet too ! funny ! cheerful ! innocent ! angelic !!! hahahaha .... if i'm a guy, i'll surely go after her ! hahahah .... OWkay !!! enough of crapz !!!! itz really an honour knowing dis lil' sweet and silly girl here !

BLuRrr !!! ~

2005-02-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

i am totally BLUR today !!! dunno whtz the matter with me ! sigh ! not concentrating in anything !!! don't even feel like doing theory for piano ....

i even forget about my piano lesson TODAY !!! Aaaaahhh!!!!! SO BLUR !!!!! i followed dad to office instead ! oops ! srry , ms ching ! we were suppose to have replacement piano classes at 12.30 pm but i FORGOTTEN !!!!!! OOohh !!!! SilLy + FORGETFUL Meeeee !!!

afternoon, dad handed me a 10-dollar-note saying tht he will not be able to have lunch with me !!! EEEEeeee !!!!!! i dun wanna eat at tht coffeee SHop anymore !!! BORED ! so, i gotta followed auntie karen and other colleages to a near-by restaurant for lunch with "strangers" --- our company's clients and suppliers !!! it wuz VERY weird !!!! u know ? having lunch with ppl i dunno ! me and auntie karen are the only female ones ! AND i'm the only "kid" ! okok ! not kid ... itz teenager !!! didn't ate much though ....

evening, chat with rk, my, and hk ! ok .... um ....here's to our dear long-winded rk !!! hahahahaa ... thx for all !!!! yea... i'll be fine ! and to hk the SILLY fella' ! ... asked me those SILLY questions suddenly ! u heard me ?!?! i wouldn't dream of telling u'em !!! hahaha... NEVER !!! AND my a.k.a bug , whoaa~!!!!! u really sleeps a lot huh ? alwayz sleep and sleep and sleep no matter itz daytime or nights !!! hey ! i think there's some green monster call MR. JEALOUSY b'hind u ! kekeke .. jealous of me uploading photos up here huh ? ..... hahaha ... [[ jz kidding larz ]] anyway, hope tht u'll get a digital camera SOON !

OoooHhh ! itz already 7.30 pm and daddy's still discussing some << robot stuffs >> with uncle Meng Hoe !!! i really have no ideas why r they SOoooo BUSY !!!! MEetings and meetings ! appointments !!! no wonder during my 1st day to work , js wuz like " hey ! itz a vry gud experience lettin' u to work at yr dad's office ! u'll know tht money doesn't come tht easy and u'll learn how 2 appreciate it ! " soundz like my mom and dad! hmm ... yea .... itz true !

SOb sob !!! no more msn messenger !

2005-02-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

sob sobz !!!! dad reformated the whole computer already ! but i'm not allowed to simply download things !!!! not even msn messenger !!!!!! moreover, i'm not the administrator of the pc !!! NOoooo WaY !!!! i want it ! i want it ! i want it !!!! i DON'T CARE !!! i'm gonna convince him till he approve !!!!!!

hmm ... nothing special happened today ! working at dad's office till 4 pm and mom came and fetch me to ballet class ~ did barre work and free movement dance ! me and qp exchanged our ballet shoes during the for the whole lesson ! cz she's gonna borrow mine for ballet exam later... AND she's gotta get use to it !!!

UPDATES !!!

2005-02-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

itz been 4 days since i last post entries up here ! my computer at home's having some problems and the webpages can't be displayed although itz connected !!!! only can chat through msn messenger ... well... dad's still trying to fix it ! well... technically, the whole computer's still under "ICU" -- intensive care unit !

anyway, updates !!! hmm .... nothing much happen today ... well... my mood wuznt vry good in the morning cz i argued with mom last night ! ...... didn't speak much ! even my maid can sense it and she asked me wht wuz wrong .... honestly, she's the only one in my house who i share my things , feelings, thoughts with !!!! i can tell tht she's the nicest and best maid i've ever had ! i like her vry much !!! so, i told her everything and she consoled me ..... well... got better ....

i onlined sneakily again ! ... i does it most of the time cz my parents don't let me online without purposes .... we can only online when we need to do some research and emails ... tht's all ! sigh !!!!! i jz don't understand wht they discourage us using internet or chat with frenz online ! sigh ! sigh ! sigh!

i spent my afternoon SLEEPING for about 2+ hour ! hehehe .... PIG !!! my parents didn't know cz i locked the door and dad wuz busy working on his lab-top while mom wuz busy fetching my sisters in and out for classes and all ! woke up at around 4.30 pm and started to do theory ! 2 more past-year papers to go!!!! WEeeee !!!!! hahahaha...

ok ... night, went to auntie lay sim's house ... auntie lay kuan and uncle chin were also there !!! hmm ...they had jz arrived frm alor star in the evening ! they were all discussing about grandpa ....... nobody can take care grandpa or fetch him to the hospital for check-ups and all at hometown now cz all my aunties and uncles are at kl and they have to work ... left auntie lay khim, grandma, my baby cousin bro and grandpa at home ... poor grandma have to take care both grandpa and baby cz auntie will be working during daytime .... so, i think they're gonna get another maid to help grandma .... auntie lay sim will probably resign and go bck to alor star to help up too ! hope tht everything will be fine !

they FIGHT again !

2005-02-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Yay !!! "recovering" ! the dissapointment and pain i had days ago are slowly "fading" away !!!!!!! special thx to js, george, ls, david , xw, sl !!!!

well .... i actually have poured everything out to ls jz now ! feelling much much more BETTER !!!!! thankyou so much for being my counsellor ?!?!?!! consultant ?!?!??! hahaha .... but plz remember wht've u promised me arh ! cz i don't like ppl who never keep their promises ! hmm .... u'll be sentenced to death if don't !!!! muahahahaha !!! wicked me !!!! hahaha... << jz kidding larz >>...

hmm .... hui didn't went to school today cz she's sick ! well ... me and my maid will be facing BIG BIG MAJOR problem everytime hui's with ting << they faught AGAIN after ting came bck frm kindergarden jz now >> ! they always fight , fight and FIGHT b'sides argueing and quarelling !!!! and NON-stop man !!! hui alwayz like to say things tht offends her and "stir" her up !!! then ting'll get mad and starts to SHOUT , YELL, and CRY LOUDLY !!!!!! itz SUPER ANNOYING !!!! Yerssshhh ! really can't stand it ! i alwayz get irritated with ting's extremely SHARP and LOUD VOICE !!!!!!!! GRRRrrrr !!!!!!!!!! so, me and my maid have to separate them into different rooms or force ting to take her nap ! jz don't let them be together !!!! itz like some chemical reaction !!!! if they are together , surely will EXPLODE !!!!!! sigh ! and they never listens to me or my maid !!!! ... it'll be WORST if mom's not in ! Urgh !!!!! .... mom alwayz say " u , being the eldest shuld show good examples to the younger ones ! advise, explain and teach them ! not scold or shout at them ! " hmm .... she's true though .... but they'll never bother about wht i try to explain or tell them ! sighz !!! sometimes, they even make fun of me ! ....

elicia's piano

2005-02-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Mmm ..... talked on phone with cheryl for nearly 15 minutes just now and got scold !!! hehehehe .... cz mom wanted to call grandma ~

after " lou sang" "ceremony", i went to cheyl's house and continued chatting ....hmm .... her parents weren't home ...... i played a few songs on elicia's piano ....hehehe ... itz been a few months since i last touch the " piano!!!!! fingers got stiff ! YErrrshhh !!!!!! can't play smoothly ! well .... it went ok after i practised for a short while ~ AND --- cheryl & elicia [ her sis ] were dancing ballet while i'm playing the piano !!!! hahahaha .... SooOo damn funny !!!!!

i'm planning to practise on elicia's piano 3 days a week starting tomorrow ~ cz Ms Ching said my digital piano's really NOT SUITABLE for a grd 8 practical exam candidate!!!!! and my parents wont buy another one ! SO, no choice ~ cheryl wuz like " yay !!! we shall be able to listen to FREE CONCERTS 3 days a week !!!!" so bad huh ??!?!?! hahahaha ....

my sis, hui is having high fever now !!! PoOR THing !!!!!!!!! she had been too stressful !!!!! --- having tuitions , rhythmic gymnastics classes and all ..... hope tht she gets well soon ~

Valentine's and friendship day

2005-02-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's day and Happy Friendship day too !!!! No dates + No flowers + No pressies for me !!!

SIGH !!! ...... actually, i'm now suffering frm some relationship problems ...Urgh !!!!!! hope tht i can get over it SOON!!! js, wht u told me last night wuz true .... i'll try it out ! hope tht it works !!! wish me luck !

Errr .... had ballet in the evening ! qiu ping didn't turn up .... mayb she's having replacement classes for tuitions at kasturi again ....mom and dad were out for candle-light dinner at night !!!!! kekekekeke .... while we --- the children stayed at home watching tv, doing homeworks , online-ing and blah blah blah ........ANother Boring DAY !

sl visited my place

2005-02-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

father's side's relatives came over this morning .... reunion ~ grandma cooked and we had lunch together .....

sl's parents droped sl at my house in the afternoon ! me and sl's mom were talking on the phone about the landmarks and directions to my house earlier ONCE ! and her dad managed to find my house !!!!!! BRILLIANT !!!!!!!!!! hahahaha .... many ppl got lost during their first time to my house but sl succeed !!! hehehehe ..... i wuz sweeping the floor when i saw sl's prado stoped in front my house !!!! i wuz like " whoa !!!!! how did u manage to find my place ???? " hahahaha .....

hmm .... i brought her up to my room and we chat !!!!!!! even took a pic of ting and her ! gonna upload it later ~ hahahhaah ..... i wuz using dad's digital camera sneakily ! SSHhhhhh !!!!!!! hehehehe .... ting even fooled around with sl ! hahahaha .... itz actually ting who kept on chasing after sl and tickle her !!!! kekeke .... Mmm ..... decided to follow her back to her house later ! .... auntie lay sim came over with uncle kan, my cousin bro, uncle ah liang and CUTE CUTE kar yee..... me and sl played with baby kar yee while waiting for sl's parents ....

hmm .... met sl's whole family including her siblings !!! her parents are both vry vry friendly ! how nice ... haahahah . ... she showed me her baby fruit bat on her palm tree in her garden ! GEEezz ! itz Sooo CUTE ! sl's mom's also another great gardener !!!!! hahahahaha.....she planted lotsa plants and flowers in her garden and they're all VERRRYYY beautiful !!!!!!!! b'sides, she also showed me her darling cuckoo ! so CUTE and HANDSOME !!!!!!! hahahaha .... then, she brought me up to her room and we continue to chat !!!! hehehe .... she showed me her sch magazines and all .... hmmm ... spent a few hours there ....left her house at around 7 and they droped me at ktm station later .... WOW !!! my FIRST time taking KTM ! hahahaha .... so, i followed wht she told me earlier .... took ktm till kl sentral and putra lrt later to wangsa maju lrt station .... i'm supposed to give her a call as soon as i reach but forgotten ! hehehe .... called her half an hour later after i reached ! hahahaha ....

frenz' houses ~ got lotsa ang pows !!! lol

2005-02-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

phew !!! we're bck dis mornin' ~ we woke up at 4 am and started our journey bck frm hometown at around 5 am !!!!!! hmm .... i slept for only 1+ hour !!!!! me and hui were sitting at the back seat in mom's trajet and itz SUPER bouncy !!!! so, can't sleep well ! straight away went and clean up all the mess and unpacked my suitecase after reaching home cz friends will be coming later ...

hmm ..... wendy, lt, jj, ls, sy, ks came over to my place in the afternoon after lunch .... i wuz kinda surprise when i saw kai sing !!!!! WHOoooSH !!!!!!! she's SOooooO TALL !!! wow !!!!! they're LUCKY !!!!! my uncle and grandma were here too ! So, they've got EXTRA ang pows !!!! hahahaha .... u know wht ?!?!?! mom did let me join them to visit other friends !!!!! hehehehe ..... unbelievable! so, we were split into 2 groups following each ls and lt's car !!!!! GEez ! first time seeing lt driving ! hahahaha .... so, off we go to xw house ! met her walking towards my house on our way ! hehehe ..... she wuz there grumbling cz of being asked to walk over to my place under the HOT SUN !!!! poor thing !hahahahaha ..... after xw's house, xw joined us and we went to jj's house ! the weather there's much much more cooling ! itz super HOT at our place ! only his grandpa and brother were at home .... someone called his brother "UNCLE" when he came down ! ... ..... he represented his parents and "distributed" ang pows to us ! then, went violet's house .... she bought cute souveniers for us from Los Angeles ! we also looked through the photos taken when they were at L.A ! GawrsSH !!!! the sceneries there are wonderful ! SOooooO beautiful ! GEez ! i hope i can go there some day !~ hmmm .... NeXT destination --- shiao huey's house !!!!! WHOAA!!!!!! her house's like a MANSION!!!!!! SOooooOo big !!! they've got a few living rooms and the VRY BIG dining room !!!!! we were there gambling !!!!!! hahahaha .... but not me ---- cz me aint got money ! nvr bring my purse ! .... then, sh joined --- went to chee lup's house BUT he wuznt in ! So, went Carolyn's house ! GEeez , her mom's SO friendly !!!! hahahaaha ... carolyn joined later ! then, lt's house .... her parents were out .... same as jj .... she also represented her parents and gave us ang pows ! another AUNTIE !!!! hahhahahahaha !!!!!!

next, kai sing's house at sri gombak! MY Gawrsh !!!!!!! her house has got FIVE PIANOS including a GRAND PIANO, ELECTRONIC, CLASSIC and ORGAN!!!!!! wHOoooOOH !!!!!!!! O.o ! no bid deals actually cz she's a GREAT PIANIST !!!!!! finished her diploma years ago ! and the whole family's tallented in piano!!!!!! the next MAKSIM !!!! hahahaha .... they gambled there again! hahaha ... but me and sy didn't join for this time ~ hehehehe .... me, xw and sy followed ls's car bck after we got the most important thing --- ANG POW frm kai sing's parents ! hahahahaa .... tsk tsk !!! actually, ls have to rush to somewhere else ... and lt's car can't fit in TEN of us ! so, we followed ls's car till wangsa maju lrt station and took taxi bck to xw's house --- my family wuz at legend hotel having dinner .... hehehe ..... can't go home cz aint got key ! we chat a lot .... xw wuz so HAPPY cz of winning RM 8 from them while gambling ~ then xw's parents and siblings came bck and they had steamboat for dinner ! XW COOKED vegetarian's instant noodles for me !!!! hahahahaa ..... lucky me !!!!! she seldom cooks for friends ! thx wor, xw !!!! then, my parents came and picked me up at around 9.45 pm ....

sisters are playing firecrackers outside while mom's chatting with uncle chen feng now! as for me , i m now online-ing and going to bed early later!

sl's baby fruit bat !

2005-02-07T17:49:00.001+08:00

today's my dear friend, lt's18th birthday !!!!! yoyo ! big big girl already !!!! hehehehe ..... happy Birthday to u !

FINALLY !!!!! dad arrived here from China last night ! had not been seeing him for AGES !!!!!!!! he bought lotsa chinese new year's deco stuffs and fruits back from China !

YershhHHH ! the weather is SOooooooOo HOT these days !!!!! URGH !!!!!!!! can't stand it !!!!!!!! !!!!! i bet itz gonna be worst when we're hmm ..... "skip" work today cz dad didnt wake me up dis mornin' and i slept till 9.30 am ! hahaha ..... so, not my FAULT !!!! kekekeke ....... blame dear ol' daddy !!!! tsk tsk !!! naughty huH ?!!?!? hahahaha ....

Oh mY GoSHHH !!!!! sl found a baby fruit bat roosting on her palm tree a.k.a her LUCKY TREE in her garden !!!!!!!!!!! at first, when she show me the pic, i thought tht it wuz some kind of insect?!?!?!?! hahahahha a..... i wuz like " huh ?!?!?! itz a baby fruit bat arh ? " when she told me ! ooops ! hehehehe .... honestly, itz cute and so tiny !!!!! she's SooooOO happy with it ! hehehehe.... my sis here's a real animal freak !!!!!! hahahahaha .... she lurvess animals vry vry much !!!!!!!!! happy for u, sl !

mom said who'll be leaving for hometown, Alor Star tomorrow mornin' for chinese new year !!!!!!! so, gotta packed and get ready for everything tonight .....!!!!!! GEEeez ! can't wait to collect ang pows from them ! and seeing my "cousy bro" , Mr. tan jun soo again ! WEeeeeeeee !!! i'm gonna make him treat me with ais kacang and all !!!!! kekekeke ...... be prepared, jun soo !!!!!

exam ~ lt's birthday celebrations

2005-02-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

my GOSH !!!! i only slept for FOUR hours last nite !!!! whooOOooh! itz like those days when i wuz having SPM ! whole night concentrating on the yellow coloured exercise book ---- advice frm jj and cheryl ...

we waited for half an hour ---- queuing up for the exam ..... i PASSED !!!! with 47/50 ~ hmmm ..... actually, they were right ! most of the questions came out from tht yellow exercise book !!!!!

sigh ! wuznt be able to join them to celebrate lt's birthday together ! i wuz planning to join them during dinner at night cz i wuz having the exam in the mornin' .... then mom wanted me to ask permission from dad .... dad ACTUALLY let me go ..... but when he heard the phrase " having dinner at pasar seni area there " he wuz like " HUH ?!?!?! CANNOT GO ! itz TOO dangerous for u ..... " no matter how many times i tried to convince him .... he just don't let !

SHopping with my dear sis, sl !

2005-02-05T17:46:00.000+08:00

qiu ping's dad fetched us both for ballet dis mornin' ! aww... !!!! thankyou so much, qiu ping ! without yr dad's help, i might have to walk all the way to melawati town for ballet ! not many ppl turn up during our intermediate class .... cz most of them are from SM Taman Melawati and they're having replacement classes today! only 5 of us were present .... whooooh !!!! thank god we did not do pointe work today ! i really am very poor in pointe work cz of having weak ankles ! GRRrrrrr !!!!!! i sprained my ankles during the day i wuz taking theory exam for piano last year, tht explaines why my ankles are so weak now !!!!!

me and sl decided to meet dis afternoon ! so, we met at pasar seni's popular bookshop to get stpm's books ! i wuz like !!!!! she's wearing a new pair of black-coloured full -framed eyeglasses in rectangular shape for the lenses which really look very nice and mature on her ! cool ! Geeez ! i lurve it !!!! hahahaha ..... i bought biology and chemistry revision books ~ they don't have it for others ..... ! i'm gonna get it from her friend, simon later if possible !

we met chuan koon and qin yuen at the pasar seni lrt station when we were on our way to klcc !!!! itz been like 2 months since i last saw them ! ok ..... my dear sis, sl and me went to klcc to get some new clothes at klcc ! --- actually, i'm the one who wants to buy ! cz she said tht she had already bought quite a lot at 1U .... hmmm .... we went Isetan and Parkson ! my gosh !!!!!! we saw a white jeans which cost RM 358 ++ at the united colours of benneton..... i wuz like ! we quickly turn to other department !hahahahahaha .... sl chosed a red shirt for me at PDI ! hehehehe .... thx dear! it really looks very nice ! mom called suddenly when i wuz in the fitting room trying out the shirt ! ooops !!!! she wuz there scolding me ! non-stop man !!!! whooosh !!!!!! i wuz actually wrong ! i'm supposed to call her when i reach but i forgotten ! she said she's gonna ban me from hanging out with friends from now on ..... sob... sob ... i hope wht she said wuz just to frighten me and not real !!!!!! after shopping, sl suggested meeting one of her friend, cheng han at FCUK .... hmm ....i can say tht he's a gentleman and a soft-spoken guy! unlike me ! hahahahah ....

after that, we straight away go home by lrt ~ wht a day !!!! they're planning to go sunway pyramid for ice-skating and ktv at night on lt's birthday ! but mom's vry mad at me ! i really hope tht she and dad will let me go ! sob ....sob ....sob .... :' (

gotta burn mid-night oil tonight to study the "undang" cz the test will be held tomorrow mornin ! there're still about 100 pages to go !!!!!! wish me luck ! till here, dinner time now !

gathering ~

2005-02-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6 AM cz gotta go office early since dad's secretary, Ms Gan will be on leave to day .... i have to take over her at her place today ! daddy's still at china ... so, there's nothing much tht i have to do .... only to answer calls and being a " security guard " !!!! hahahaha ..... watch over the cctv - cameras ! it wuz vry boring ! i fell asleep on my desk while studying tht "undang" book! hahahaha ... aunty karen who sat opposite me wuz like " yin yen! yin yen! answer the call ! " then, only i wake up .... hehehehe .... told mom later , and mom laughed at me saying tht i'm such a thick face ! sleeping while working and yet still demand for salary ! hahahaha ....

FINALLY met sl online in the evening ! and ls too ! but we only chat for a while ~ gonna call her later ! she's SOooooo busy with college life .... poor thing ! In fact, ALL of them who're now studying at colleges are busy ! actually, itz kinda big leap frm form 5 to colleges cz they're studying all in english now instead of malay language .... guess tht i'll be facing the same problem as soon as form 6 starts !

ls said tht there'll be a gathering tonight 9.30 pm at "brj" wangsa maju --- a steak house near desa setapak ! << found it days ago >> hahahaha .... but i can't go ! Yersshh !!! mom said tht if i go out tonight, then i probably can't join lt's birthday party ! i really hope tht i can go both ! Urgh .... !!!!

received another 2 chinese new year's greeting card frm jj and lt in a day !!! thanks a lot , guys !!!!

me and jun soo were chatting through "sms" AGAIN ! hahahaha .... we always do tht ! cz itz much more easier compare to emails ....

Unlucky DaY for me !

2005-02-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

Ms Ching taught me a new song in the C section for piano practical exam ---<< Arabesque No.1 in E by Debussy >> big big tough one ! can't control my fingers and timing in the middle part ! Urgh !!!!!! but i lurve the music though ... - itz kinda dreamy type ~ sentimental !!! teacher also gave me damn whole lots of homework for theory !!!!!! hate it !

quarelled with my sisters AGAIN !!! well..... i've got up early dis mornin' and did the clean-ups and tidy-up in our rooms, living hall, and kitchen cz aint got work today .... when they << my sisters, cousin bro >> were bck frm sch ..... they THREW their bks , bags and even DIRTY SOCKS everywhere and sat there watching " Spy Kids 3 " !!!! i got mad when i came out frm my room ! well ...... mom's also already at home , so i jz sort of " explain " the way of keeping everything in nice and tidy condition to 3 KIDS ! i did raised my voice ... they nvr even bother wht am i talkin' about ! my youngest sis , the RASCAL even threw those used papers on the floor AND complain to mom tht i scolded her !!! so, mom started to scold me ! she wuz like " why did u complain and scold them ??? they're jz kids and know nothing ! u're the eldest and u should take the responsibility of being a big sister ! jz help'em to clean the mess without complains and nvr ever yell at yr sisters !!! " ..... look! i cleaned everything , they messed it up , and i gotta help them to clean it all AGAIN ! itz ridiculous !!!! .... tht's y i hate to be the eldest ! ---- always to be blamed !

LoVe consuLtanT

2005-02-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

mom and sisters are having holiday today ! i'm the only one who have to work !GRRrrrrrr !!!!! actually, i only work till 1.30 pm .... started studying the " undang " bk after tht ..... kekekekeke !!!!

mom kept on giggling and laughing at me being a LOVE CONSULTANT these days !!!!! we were in the car and she caught me sms-ing my friend and even overheard our conversation on phone ... Yerssshhhhh ! how can she say tht ?!!?!? i wuz jz trying to help out !!!!!! even one of my friend --- a GUY who wuz having problem with a girl and asked for advices ! i wuz like " huh ??? " after reading his message he sent through my mobile phone ..... did helped a lil' though .... .....

ballet and shopping !

2005-01-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

it wuz pouring heavily when i wuz having ballet juz now ..... we did " free-movement dance " one by one !!! GawrsH!!!!!!!! havent been dancing solo for vry LOoooog time ! got nervous when dancing !~ duh ! others sat in front and watch while waiting for everyone's own turn ! ~ we also did "character dance" ...... teacher kathy forced us to watch " Swan Lake - ballet opera " ! she want us to follow the style in it while doing "dance russe" ........ decided to watch it later ~

saw a lil' girl about 3 years old in her cute pink leotard with colourful tu-tu and 2 ponytails who wuz doing baby ballet in the other class when we finished our class !!! geez ! she's SOooooooo CuTE !!!!

mom came and fetch me later and straight away send hui to Suria Jaya for tuitions .... we went shopping at giant and went to Ampang Point later .... bought a white blouse in Royel ....

kursus !

2005-01-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

our dear friend, rk left for NZ last night .... oh dear ! wusnt be able to send him to the airport due to some transport problem ....... kinda ....

time flies .... didn't realize tht he wuz actually here for 2 months already...aww ! ....... .itz jz like only yesterday tht he reached here ~ jz wish tht he could stay longer ..... ! but he's gonna attend classes there soon ~ sigh ...

guess tht he might have reach nz safely dis mornin' already .....

anyway, woke up at 7 am dis mornin' ! gotta attend the " kursus undang" ... Urgh !!!!! the kursus wuz BORING ! but the "lecturer" joked a lot ..... we were laughing all the while ... so, not many of us fall asleep during the lectures ! ....... but i did for a lil' while ~ hehehehe ..... i wuz there "fishing" until my partner who sat b'side me woke me up ! well ... honestly, i slept vry late last night ! tht's y i'm so tired and couldn't concentrate well !

finished everything at 1.30 pm ~ reached desa setapak around 2 after the half an hour ride frm segambut bck to the driving sch !

aunty lay sim and her family brought ting to 1U ! Yersshhhh !!!!!! i wanna go actually .... but they're already half way there when i call them ~ gotta stay home all day again ! << how dissapointing ... >>

party night ~

2005-01-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

had a lil' farewell party at night cz rk will be leaving for NZ the next day ! had a wonderful time ~ i wuz like " " when i met up with xw at her mom's bakery shop !!!! oh my gosh !!!!!! she's turn into such a matured young lady ! with tht lil' bag we gave her on her b'day ~ hahahahaha .... felt under pressure being with her cz i'm still the childish old me ! hahahahaha .... she's like a big sister to me when i'm with her ! gave me advices , "scolding" me and all .... kekekeke !!!.....--- oops ! << hey xw ! don't beat me if u're reading dis ! >> i'm jz plain boring , so here i m typing all dis nonsence ! lolz

well .... xw drove to one of the lil' tea house near KFC at genting klang with her dad sitting b'hind and me ! ..... met up with lotsa former schmates there !~ we were all chatting so loud tht the waitress came and warn us ! kekekeke .... guess tht we've messed the entire tea house which wuz suppose to be a place where ppl can enjoy tea and relax ! hahahahaha ...

me n xw went bck at around 10.40 pm .... her parents insisted on sitting b'hind at the passenger's seats... so,i sat b'side her --- the driver ! hahahahaha .... poor xw ! at the moment when i wuz getting out of the car .... i wuz like " thankyou aunty, uncle ! bye bye xw !" and xw wuz like " wht bout me ??? huh ? no need to thank me arh ? i'm the one driving and fetching u home ! " hahahahaha .... we were all laughing again ! so, i thanked her and ran in my house ~ slept at around 1.00 am ....

SiCk ~ ...

2005-01-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

not feeling well for the whole day !!!! sigh ! i'm SICK ! having flue and cough since dis mornin' ! but i'm quite allright now << at least better >> since i've been taking a nap and drank lotsa water after i came bck frm office ....

dis mornin', when i wuz in aunty karen's car [[ she came and fetch me to the office ]]..... i nvr even talk on the way frm our house to puchong ! oh dear !!! i wuz feeling awfully sick and felt like vommiting ! she asked me whether i'm allright and i wuz like " itz ok ! i'm jz tired cz i slept at 1 am last night " i wuz not even concentrating on wht i'm doing at office ~ kept on sneezing and coughing all the while !

mom wuz lecturing me in the car on our way bck home jz now ..... she wants me to get prepare starting now for form 6 cz i'll be going for tht STOooopid NS later and wont be having much time to prepare ! well .... "mom, i know wht to do and i'll plan my schedule ! jz give me some time k ? " i m planning to get those form 6 text bks as soon as possibe !!! Oh Gawd ! wish me luck !!!!

i wonder why did the goverment want us to go for tht STUPID NS traning ?!?!?!?!?! itz really useless !!!! GRRrrrrr !!!!!!!! and itz ruining all my plans !!!! well.... camping like wht NS do is actually nothing to me ! but itz jz too loooong ! and it MESS up all my plans !!!!! tht's the part where i hate most bout NS !!!!!!! i gotta waste THREE MONTHS for it ! itz totally RIDICULOUS ! NS really SUCKS !!!!!!

i'm not selected in the 1st batch !!!!! and i can't go for the 2nd batch ---- having BALLET EXAM ! and 3rd batch ---- gonna start FORM 6 !!!!!!!! Urgh .! i really don't know wht 2 do now ..... i think i'll probably delay or postpone it !

theory ~

2005-01-26T15:55:00.000+08:00

NOooo work today ! reason : gonna have piano lesson later ....

woke up at 9.30 am .... like PIG huh ? .... everybody have started sch and work and yet i'm still lying down on my lurvely bed enjoying ! ....... hmm ... i took nearly HALF AN HOUR to --- bath ! ..... broke my records ! hahahaha ....

actually, my piano lesson starts at 12.30 pm ..... and i have not finish my homework ---- theory --- by 11.30 am ! Yerrrshhh!!!! theory totally sucks ! GRRrrrrrr ! i Hateeee it !!! can't even finish one set of past-year-paper within 3 hours ! how i wish tht i could jz only learn and play the piano without THEORY !!!!!

i did pretty bad on scales for piano practical ! Miss ching said she's gonna SCREW me up if don't practise more on scales next time !!! Oops !!!!!!! ...

awsome day !

2005-01-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

thaipusam day ... shhh ..>! movie day for me too !!!!! kekekeke ....

hmm .... spent all day at home today .... continue my lurvely movie --- stairway to heaven ~ had instant noodles for breakfast ! my gosh !!! i have it nearly 5 days every week ! itz killing me ! ... the preservatives and certain ingredients is really bad for health ! mom have warn me a THOUSAND times !!!!!!!! i jz couldnt help it cz itz the easiest way to fill up my stomach !

well ..... i watched "the phantom of the opera" too ! hmm ..... itz sooooooo BLUR !!!!! GRRRR !!! regret for buyin' it at taman midah's mornin' market !!!!!!! but .... geez ! i jz lurve the movie so so so much!!!! heard frm others tht itz totally boring cz itz a "musical movie" most parts of it including conversations and feelings between characters are expressed with ---- singing ~ << in high pitch >> -- duh ! christine dae and raoul sang vry vry gracefully ...... i wuz even singing in front of the tv with them ! itz a wonderful movie ~ i'm gonna get a original one later if possible!

kz .... movie session ended at 1.15 pm ! mom'll be comin' bck at any minute after 1.30 pm ! me naughty huh ? ... i wuz actually banned frm watching tv and touching computer ~ hehehehe ..... SHHhhh .......! i started to look through form 6's math bk which is brought home yesterday by mom frm her "maktab" ! such a GOOD girl huh ? hahahaha .... read a few articles frm reader digest later ...... then, helped my maid with housework .... whooooh !!! how kind of me .....

mom rang the driving sch .... i'll be attending the "kursus undang" this sunday !!!! yippeee !!!!! i've been waiting for dis for sooooooo long !!! ....

first time LATE for work !!!

2005-01-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

woke up late !!! it wuz 8.30am ...... while i'm supposed to get ready by 8.00 am and wait for aunty karen .... Whooooh !!! i jumped up frm bed after she called my handphone saying tht she's jz outside our house gate .... i grab a shirt and a pair of jeans frm my closet and rushed in the bathroom ! i told "kakak" to tell her to wait for me for 15 minutes .... so, i got down later and did my prayers .... then i runned out along with my handphone and purse ~ tht's all ! nvr even had my breakfast ! ....

i wuz like " i'm vry vry srry !!!!! i overslept cz i wusnt feeling well! srry ! " once i step in her car ~ actually, i wuz havin' stomachache since last night ..... mom came early [[ 2.45 pm]] to fetch me home frm office cz i'm having ballet at 5 >> .....

during ballet lessons .... hmm .... we did character dances only .... teacher kathy chosed a character dance for each of us .... cz we learnt 2 dances ::: "dance russe" and "mazurka de salon" and we're suppose to do one only during exam ... so, me, rachel, felicia, hui voon got " dance russe" while qiu ping and emily .... --- mazurka de salon ~ well ..... rachel wuz right .... dance russe's music is like some funeral music .... hehehee .... and we're suppose to dance like a doll ! hahahaha ..... the style ! the feeling ! the expressions ! yersh !!!! i'm really VRY poor in expressing feelings while dancing ~

i followed mom to Carrefour at 9.30 pm ..... wusnt tht EARLY ? hehehehe ...... bought comforter, pillows .... then went and pick hui up frm tuition class at Suria Jaya ~ slept at 1.30 am !

itz really Surprising !!!

2005-01-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

okiez .... hmm .... actually, i jz reach home from hometown ! after tea, i jz rushed in the mom's room to online ! kekekeke .... cz i've not been touching the computer since last thursday!!! .....

well.... woke up at 9.30 am dis mornin' ! hahahaha ..... the "earliest" ! hahahaha ..... u know y ? cz i did not sleep for the whole night last night! hehehee .... me wuz enjoyin' the new korean movie uncle bought during his honeymoon at korea --- the stairway to the heaven ! --- oh my gosh !!!! i m really addicted to the movie .... whoooh ! a REAL touching movie .... me finished 3 packets of tissue after watching 10 of the VCD's which consist of 2 episode's each disc ! i only went for bed at 6.30 am .... and sleep till 9.30 am cz gotta get ready , pack everything and return bck here ...

we start off our journey at around 10.30 am ....with mom's "trajet" ... gosh !!! can u immagine ??? mom's "trajet" did fit 7 of us plus baby kar yee , baby xuan xuan !!! the total of 10 ppl !!!! anyway, i slept in the car for 1 and the half hour ....we reached aunty seok tee's house at kepong and dropped her at bout 3.00 pm .... by the time we reach home , itz already 5.00 pm ... !

at the vry moment i step in my house , i wuz like !!! oh my gosh ! itz really UNBELIEVABLE !!!!!!!! actually, i wuz the only one who followed uncle chee peng bck to alor star on friday morning which wuz "assigned" by mom .... left sisters and mom at home .... and dad left again for China yesterday ... AND my sisters did all the decorations for chinese new year with mom's help ! they wanted to give me a surprise and they actually succeed ! whooooh !!! itz really IMPRESSING !!! well done, mom , sis's !!! thankyou so so so much !!!!

sigh ! gotta start workin' again tomorrow ... since dad's at overseas and only will be bck on the 6th of feb , aunty karen will be coming over to fetch me to dad's ofice ....

~ NOoo worK ~

2005-01-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

me aint got work today ! yipppeeee !!!!!! hahahahaha .... cz dad went to klang early dis mornin' for an appointment and wuznt be able to send me to the office ~

hmm ..... me and lin accompanied mom to taman midah's mornin' market .... bought a lovely lil' dress for my youngest sis, ting , cny's decoration stuffs , vegetables ... then, went to Cheras's Makro for carrots ! cz we drink carrot juice every mornin' .... mom always say itz gud for health .... oh my gosh !!!! makro wuz crowded like mad !!!! newayz, we bought carrots, buns and drove off ..... next, went to taman maluri's jaya jusco for cny's new clothes .... me bought vj's shirt and chic avenue's sweater .... lin bought a grey blouse frm googles .... we had fast food as lunch later at Long John Silver .... mom started nagging at me once we sat down .... she says tht i'm always so demanding !!!! cz i convinced her for buying me the vj's shirt which cost RM 35.12 earlier ...... she wuz like " HUH ???? SO EXPENSIVE ARH ??? " she even say tht i always like to buy those branded stuffs !!!!! oh my Gosh ! itz vj a branded one ? she's true though .... itz jz a plain shirt and yet it cost so much .... but i told her how much i want it .... she bought it for me at last! yay! .... but i gotta suffer frm her scoldings, naggings n FACE COLOUR ! her face wuz like at tht time ! hahahahaha .... anyway, i'm already immuned to it ! no big deals !

later , when we reached home .....guess wht ? i felt GUILTY !!! i felt so srry for demanding so much frm her .... sigh ! i promised tht i'll TRY not to do it again ....

today's my cousin bro, kar hui's b'day ! so we celebrated it at Pizza Hut b'side Carrefour at night ..... we had so much until my stomach's about to BURST !!!!! so, went for a "night"-walk after we reached home ~ to "digest" those food ....

2005-01-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 am !!! Whooooh ! broke my records since this year ! hahahahaha .... i was having wonderful dream last night !!! Hmm ..... how i wish tht these sweet dreams of mine will come true one day ! << oops ! startin' day-dreaming AGAIN !!! >> hahahaha ...

hurrayyy!!!! work-off today ! reason wuz [[ havin' piano lessons at 12.30 pm + gotta practise and do homework ! ]] lame excuse !!! hahahaha.... i wuznt even practising nor studying ! I WATCHED MOVIE !!!! kekekekeke.... oops ! actually, the movie i wuz dreamin' of watchin' every mornin' ended yesterday !!!! URGH ...... !!! yershhh ! yesterday's wuz der last episode !!! blame dad & mom ... forcin' me to dad's office everyday! so, watched the 1st episode of anotha new movie ! hmm .... honestly , malaysia's drama series's totally OUT OF QUALITY !!!!!! whooops ! did i mentioned some sensitive issue here ??? guess i'm not ! kekeke .... srry fer tht !

[[< ANNONCEMENT >]] i had my FIRST cooking lesson today ! hahahaha .... thanks to my "kakak" --- maid ! ^^^ at last !! i learnt how to fry rice today!!! i know itz jz a simple one ... but jz know it today ! kekekeke .... well .... things went smooth though !

okay .... had piano lessons later with Ms Ching ! whoooh ! surely will have fun everytime i have lessons with her ! hahahahaha .... :D ! how adorable of her!!! oh my gawrsh !!! cute + funny + pretty ! in my mind, she's like ..... Ms perfect !!! << aha! ... tht's the word ! >> !!! i wuz playing der piano while she sat b'side me watched me played and kinda like .... sang the tunes out while i'm playing and even played with me at one octave higher ! .... EXPRESSIVELY !!! oh goodness ! u shuld have seen us play the piano .... whenever i'm with her , i always play the songs out as if i'm inside the world of the composer !!! geez ! i jz lurvee the way she leads me out though the whole music score ! ....... luv ya , teacher !

boring day again !

2005-01-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

kz .... dad woke me up at 7.20am this mornin' ! i was like " daddy, 10 more minutes pls ! " fell asleep again after he steped out my bedroom! kekekeke ....

dad woke me up again after 15 minutes ..... got myself ready n went off with dad to his office !!! i really hate the life i'm havin' now ! tiring + boring ! helpin' dad's secretary with the same job everyday ..... how i hope tht i could jz stay at home n sleep till noon like nobody's business ...

came bck early from office cz gonna attend ballet lesson at 5 pm .... how damn RUSH !!! after mom droped me , she drove off to fetch my sis, hui for rhythmic gymnastic's ! GuESs Wht ? i walked all the way to the ballet studio ! i almost collapse when i was about to step in ballet studio .... had a small lil' conversation with rachel while resting .... we did bar-work .... a few dances ...

got home n found tht the photo album i had rearanged last night has been messed n tore by ting a.k.a MR Osama !~ i was yelling at her and crying like mad cow man !!! cz i've been putting so much afford on it and spent a day rearangging it n yet she don't even bother bout it ! URGH !!!!!! i felt like punching her on her face at tht time !

sigh .... Poor grandpa ....

2005-01-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

just came bck frm ballet class and heard frm mom tht grandpa's been admitte to the hospital again !!! gosh ! he must be having a real tough time in there ! uncle called me up and wanted me to go bck to hometown and take care of grandpa in the hospital ... but i just can't put down ballet, piano and all ...... so i suggested tht perhaps they could transfer grandpa to kl's hospital ... but they disagree ... i felt guilty unable to take care of my dear grandpa ....sigh ! but i don't want to ruin all my plans ! luckily tht uncle's gonna get a maid to take care of him ... hopefully tht he'll get well soon ! i send my prayers to u , grandpa ! god bless !!!

Bck !!!

2004-12-30T13:11:00.000+08:00

jz came bck fr hometown few days ago ...
d wedding ceremony n dinner were great n fun ! hehehe ...
but grandpa's involve in an accident a week b'fore d wedding ... poor thing ... he's still in d hospital now ... we took turns to take care of him in d hospital ... i even stayed overnight at d hospital for 3 nights ! itz kinda creepy there! cz grandpa's in d ICU unit ... so, patients r mostly in critical situations ... almost 2 to 3 ppl died in a day ! i saw those doctors n nurses trying vry hard to save them ... i even saw doctor sewing patients' wound ... itz pretty scary ! when i was take-caring grandpa, i slowly look into his eyes n observe his face .... gandpa seems much more older with his nearly-all-white mustache n grey+white hair ... and now, he's suffering from 3 kinds of sickness including bone fracture, diabetes n others ... poor thing ! i pray hard 4 him everyday and everynight ! hoping tht he'll get well soon ... but we managed to get a leave from the hospital for grandpa during uncle's wedding ! grandpa was really vry vry happy tht day ... when he was bck in the hospital again after d wedding dinner, he seems vry weak again ... lying on d bed ... we did sponging n all 4 him ... we went n visit him again b'fore we left for KL on the day ... he got better than the day b'fore ... manage to speak clearly ... anyway, all d best to him!

shopping all day !

2004-12-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

me, mom and aunty catherine had a discussion last night ! ... we did shoppings for the flower girls ' needs ! flower head piece , ribbons, baskets with petals of flowers ... me and mom went shopping at mid valley first... we found a few bridal shops like party princess and others ... but they were all too expensive ... later, we went to maluri jaya jusco , carefour ... finally, we decided to make it ourselves since we've observed a few samples in those shops ... we went to a shop at carefour which sell or kinds of ribbons, flowers, baskets ... that shop really provides every single thing that we need ! we bought'em all and went home ! we worked for 3 days to finish up 3 head piece and 3 baskets for 3 flower girls : my 2 sis and my cousin sister ! ... itz really very sweet ! i should say ours hand-made ones are much more nicer than those in the shops which were sell at high price : RM 25.90 for each head piece for flower girls ...

the next day after my last paper !

2004-12-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

on the next day after my last paper which was biology .... i cleared and tidy up everything in my room, studying hall, living room and the whole house ... tiring !!! when i was about to lie down on my lovely bed ... the phone rang ... it was rk ... later, he and jj came over to my house ... and the 3 of us head to desa setapak for tea with other friends of ours for by taxi ... on our way, they showed me the gift rk bought from newzealand for sl ! it was super cute !!! so, we had a little discussion while having tea at the paradise ... after the discussion, we went to jaya jusco to shop for our trip's needs ... we bought drinks and food ... rk's mom fetched the 3 of us home and i reached home at around 5.30 pm ... i straight away rush in my room and began to pack for the trip ... finished packing at around 7.00 pm ... then watched a movie ! after movie, went and take bath and changed into my " pyjamas " ... later, cheryl called and we chatted for nearly half an hour about her feelings and problems ... rk's dad came at around 9.15 pm ! we reached py's house later after discovering the little signboard which head to her house ... we have been spending nearly 15 minutes looking for the signboard and landskapes she talked about early this evening ... but we had fun ! we stayed overnight at py's house and set off to LRT station early next morning ... we were spilt into 2 groups which follow py's mom and dad's car saparately ... very exciting !

yipppeee ! holiday !

2004-12-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

finally finished SPM ... now , i can do anythyn i want ! <> ... not exactly everything actually ... there's still limit for certain things like using the internet ....... sigh
got scold last night because of using the internet ... mom scolded me until i cried ! i cried till my eyes all went red ! she even disconnect my connection suddenly ... u guys should have see how rude she was ... sigh .... i was there wondering how on earth did she passed to take the job as a lecturer ~! since she's so rude and impatient ! .... sigh ...

DAMN sad ... she and dad even ban me from using the computer starting today ... i'm now online sneakily ... anyway, who cares ? .... only if my little sister tell her ... how i wish that she and dad will free me as soon as possible ...

wedding planner

2004-12-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

i've received a phone call from alor setar ( my home town ) on the next day after i came back from pangkor ... my uncle who'll be getting married on christmas day assign a real tough job to me ! gosh ! i'm the wedding planner ! sigh ! i was there thinking why on earth did he pick me ? why did he trust me so much ? i'm afraid that i might dissapoint them ... since this is my first time planning a wedding dinner ! i might not plan well ? sigh !

SPM examination

2004-11-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

Finished 2 papers for 2 subjects ! chinese language and additional mathematics !
sigh .... i made a few careless mistakes on add math paper ! Urgh !!!! i feel like snatching the paper back from the examiner and correct the answer ! ...

on 2nd nov. 2004, when i was sitting for chinese language essay paper which is in paper 1 ! i was concentrating for the last section and suddenly the examiner announced that there're still 10 minutes left ! my heart was pounding so loud and fast and my hand was shaking !!! oh my god ! i've never been so nervous before while sitting for exam ! damn scared ! horrible ! but i managed to finish the conclusion part with my horrendous writing because my hand keeps on shaking since that silly examiner frighten me !!!

hope that i'll do well in the next few papers ! wish me luck !
by the way, i'll be back after exam ! that'll be 2nd of december ! au revoir !

Aww ! wasted my time again !

2004-10-29T11:46:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10.10 am this morning!
break my record all this while ! i've never sleep till such "late hours" ! not late than 9 am !
thanks to my dear sister !
she made me accompanied her till mid night 3.30am yesterday! know what was her purpose ?
~~ taa-daa ! was to watch a hindi movie! Urgh ....... !!!
she enjoyed her movie in the living hall while i study at the dining hall ! i can't concentrate though ! sound from the movie distracted me ! sigh ! i'm very easily distracted by anything that happens around me ... wasted my precious time AGAIN ! i only managed to finish 2 chapters for history ! for the whole night from 11 pm till 3 am !

Graduation day

2004-10-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5.30 am this morning !
Hurray ! I'm finally going to school again ! miss school so much ... LOL
today's a very memorable day to me ! it's my graduation day for high school !
but the ceremony was not very enjoyable though ....
it starts at around 9 am ... teachers and students have been taking such a long time to arrange chairs and all ...
firstly, speeches .... boring ...
then we went up the stage one by one and receive certificates !
next, photographing session ! the most enjoyable moment ! LOL ! we took photos with friends ...
ceremony ended at 11.00 am !
we're advised to leave the school ground at once after the ceremony ! but mom only will comes and pick me up at 1 pm ! so, i accompanied SM to the nearest "cafe" behind school to have breakfast ! after breakfast, we went back outside the school gate again to wait for my mom ! we chatted a while and she leave for tuition classes at Kasturi !
scolded by mom in the car again .... saying that i'm inconsiderate ! sigh ...

poor maid ...

2004-10-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

My maid got a phone call from her family at her country , Indonesia ...
she cried all day since morning ! she was so moody ! not even smile for once ... she's usually a cheerful person !
she said that her mom's golden bracelet has lost suddenly ... she don't know whether it's stealed by thieves or droped it somewhere else ... and now ... their family have not enough money to celebrate Hari Raya Puasa ! moreover, her mom's going to sell the house and shift to other places that they can afford ! Tears keeps on rolling down a chick as she explained the whole thing to mom ! poor thing !
anyway, mom has transfered money to her account ...
i feel so sad for her !
hope that she'll be fine !
all the best to her !

same daily routine !

2004-10-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

the same daily routine ...
morning ~ wake up ... brush teeth ... bath ... pray ... eat breakfast ... continue revisions ...
afternoon ~ lunch ... revisions ... nap ...
evening ~ cycle around my neighbourhood ... revisions ... watch a chinese drama ( bcs mom's out ) ... have dinner ...
night ~ continue revisions ... go online to blog ... sleep
bored ! can't wait to go to school again ... !!!

Worries and naggings

2004-10-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

i had my piano theory lesson in the afternoon ....
then later , continue my revisions again ...
sigh! there's only few days left for SPM ! i'm so worry about it ! preparations are still not well-done ! but dad and mom's hoping that i will score straight A1's so that i could apply scholarship to study at overseas ! i really don't want to dissapoint them ! ...

night, went for ballet lesson ... teacher taught us new steps for demi-character and a new free movement dance with scarf ! came back at around 9.50 pm ... mom starts nagging in the car on our way home and continue nagging after we reach home saying that how misbehave we are nowadays , no manners , never appreciate what they ( mom and dad ) worked and earn for us ! oh my god ! none-stop man ! can't stand her that i slowly pick up my revision books and went in my room to study ! then later, i came out again to the studying hall and wanted to ask her some add math questions ! guess what ? instead of teaching me slowly and patiently , she yelled at me ! saying that i'm stupid ! can't even solve the most easy questions ( of course it's easy to her ! ) she even knocked my head with pencil ! that's the reason why i don't like to discuss math questions with her unless i've no other choice !

people often say that how lucky i am to have a math lecturer as my mother ... they'll never know how i actually feel ... sigh

First time blogging ...

2004-10-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

this is my first time blogging ! wow ! didn't know that blogging is quite an enjoyable thing to do when i 'm bored with studies ! LOL
i've never have my own website ! glad to have one now !
well ...
woke up at 8 this morning ! having bad dreams again last night !!! continue my revision after breakfast ...
youngest sister didn't went to school today , she' s having high fever ! keeps on vomitting , poor thing ... till here first , gotta go study !